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November 9th, 2008
October 1st, 2008
July 23rd, 2008
I finally figured out what I am going to do after college. I have decided that I will (99% sure) join the Peace Corp. The reason is because the world is going to hell. There are so many problems in the world that being human without being corrupted is hard. There is an insufficient amount of nice people in my life because only a few people I know do good things for other people even if others do good things for them. All this can be solved if there was peace in this world. However, I know that world peace will never be fully achieved. Peace can only be increased but never to the levels of world peace. Some people will always be stubborn and never want change and that is why world peace can never be fully attained.
I want to help make this world a better place to live. I always thought that I would make this world better if I helped end the reign of the corrupted people who have power, like rich businesspeople and their families who look down upon everyone. This is an unrealistic approach to help the world because it is not the biggest reason why there is not enough peace in the world. The most realistic approach is to directly help other people. It will not only improve some people's lives it will also set an example of what other people should do in their life. I may not win the Noble Peace prize but i will certainly help promote peace in the world.
I've talked about my future. Now I will talk about the present. As the fall gets closer and closer, I am worried about the classes I decided to take. I am taking 2 explicitly stated required classes and one that looks a little interesting. I have one more class but which class i decide to take will determine which major design class for my major. My major design would either be digital signal processing or integrated circuits. I have a month to decide which one. They both sound interesting but they both have drawbacks.
Work is okay but boring at times. I have 2 jobs and both have pros and cons. Bursley gets boring but there are some fun people to talk to. CSE is always changing but no one to talk to. At Bursley, i usually make origami when there is down time.
Some people have finally shown their true colors and turns out it is not a good thing.
I want to help make this world a better place to live. I always thought that I would make this world better if I helped end the reign of the corrupted people who have power, like rich businesspeople and their families who look down upon everyone. This is an unrealistic approach to help the world because it is not the biggest reason why there is not enough peace in the world. The most realistic approach is to directly help other people. It will not only improve some people's lives it will also set an example of what other people should do in their life. I may not win the Noble Peace prize but i will certainly help promote peace in the world.
I've talked about my future. Now I will talk about the present. As the fall gets closer and closer, I am worried about the classes I decided to take. I am taking 2 explicitly stated required classes and one that looks a little interesting. I have one more class but which class i decide to take will determine which major design class for my major. My major design would either be digital signal processing or integrated circuits. I have a month to decide which one. They both sound interesting but they both have drawbacks.
Work is okay but boring at times. I have 2 jobs and both have pros and cons. Bursley gets boring but there are some fun people to talk to. CSE is always changing but no one to talk to. At Bursley, i usually make origami when there is down time.
Some people have finally shown their true colors and turns out it is not a good thing.
June 30th, 2008
I think it is time for an update.
I have been thinking about what I want to do with my life after college. I only have plans up until Aug 25 2009 when my lease ends. But the day after that I do not not what to do. There are only three options I have. The first option I am really considering is to join the Peace Corps. I want to travel the world and change it. I want to lessen the effects done by evil people.
The second option is the armed forces especially the air force or army and to a lesser extent the navy. It is for the same reasons as the first option. I think I would be able to survive training because by the end of this summer I am going to max out the weight on half of the machines I use in my workout at my gym and by the end of next summer I will max out the weight on all the machines. My interest in this option increased after I was informed that if I was a college graduate I could become an officer in a short time.
The third option is to find an engineering job out of this state. This option is low because my grades are not good.
All three options will make me leave Michigan and that is a good thing. I have nothing here for me. I don't like my family. I don't have a girlfriend. I have no good memories of living in this state.
All three options are better than the life I have currently. My job is boring because I have done everything at Bursley. I have to be around some people who aren't nice anymore or never were nice. I have to take classes that are required but not helpful in what I truly want to do.
I have a strong urge to quit Bursley because it is boring and some people aren't nice. But I might not be able to because my financial aid has been cut drastically and there are no other places with flexible hours after 5pm.
I have been thinking about what I want to do with my life after college. I only have plans up until Aug 25 2009 when my lease ends. But the day after that I do not not what to do. There are only three options I have. The first option I am really considering is to join the Peace Corps. I want to travel the world and change it. I want to lessen the effects done by evil people.
The second option is the armed forces especially the air force or army and to a lesser extent the navy. It is for the same reasons as the first option. I think I would be able to survive training because by the end of this summer I am going to max out the weight on half of the machines I use in my workout at my gym and by the end of next summer I will max out the weight on all the machines. My interest in this option increased after I was informed that if I was a college graduate I could become an officer in a short time.
The third option is to find an engineering job out of this state. This option is low because my grades are not good.
All three options will make me leave Michigan and that is a good thing. I have nothing here for me. I don't like my family. I don't have a girlfriend. I have no good memories of living in this state.
All three options are better than the life I have currently. My job is boring because I have done everything at Bursley. I have to be around some people who aren't nice anymore or never were nice. I have to take classes that are required but not helpful in what I truly want to do.
I have a strong urge to quit Bursley because it is boring and some people aren't nice. But I might not be able to because my financial aid has been cut drastically and there are no other places with flexible hours after 5pm.
June 15th, 2008
I felt that I needed a big change in my life because I am a pathetic loser so I began to wonder why I am the way I am so I tried to find what makes me me. After thinking about who I am throughout my life, I have come up with a few things that one can define me. There are few stages in which the defining characteristics of myself are clearly defined.
High school persona:
evil, somewhat antisocial, lazy, emotionally distant, passive, somewhat physically weak, a pathetic loser, high morals
First 2 years of college:
physically stronger, lazy, still somewhat antisocial, still a pathetic loser, passive, emotionally distant, less evil, high morals
Summer 2007-beginning of the official day of fall:
emotionally weak, a bigger pathetic loser, passive, having no evil intentions, questioned my morals
After thinking about the main things that defined me and that I needed to change, I had to get rid of many of those definitions. I can't be passive any more. I can't be emotionally weak. I had to change the way I think so I had to lower many of my morals in order to be happy in the future because they kept getting in the way. I had to change my appearance so I got piercings, tattoos, and new hairstyles.. I had to take more risks like skydiving and much more. I can't be a pathetic loser focusing on the past anymore or my life will be left unfulfilled forever. I have to change.
High school persona:
evil, somewhat antisocial, lazy, emotionally distant, passive, somewhat physically weak, a pathetic loser, high morals
First 2 years of college:
physically stronger, lazy, still somewhat antisocial, still a pathetic loser, passive, emotionally distant, less evil, high morals
Summer 2007-beginning of the official day of fall:
emotionally weak, a bigger pathetic loser, passive, having no evil intentions, questioned my morals
After thinking about the main things that defined me and that I needed to change, I had to get rid of many of those definitions. I can't be passive any more. I can't be emotionally weak. I had to change the way I think so I had to lower many of my morals in order to be happy in the future because they kept getting in the way. I had to change my appearance so I got piercings, tattoos, and new hairstyles.. I had to take more risks like skydiving and much more. I can't be a pathetic loser focusing on the past anymore or my life will be left unfulfilled forever. I have to change.